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Vulnerable topic here but here we go...Growing up sex was something that was heavily looked down upon point being you weren't supposed to do it until married and only with one person ever, that's how I was raised.. recently I had a one night stand with someone that I knew was nothing more then a physical attraction, which is something I've tried to do less of over the past few years not as a religious thing more but that I'm more interested in building meaningful connections, but for some reason this specific night, that specific look she gave me.. i decided to have this experience I wrote this song about, to my surprise i was greeted by a world of shame almost like I was a kid all over again.. I wrote this song as a form of loving self acceptance.. I'm not perfect, and that's okay, growth is not about perfection, it's about progress.. for me this song expresses the two sided coin of the pain and pleasures of our desires. In the shame cycles that are easy to get caught in for not measuring up to how we wish we did.. I found the only way out of this cycle is loving compassion towards ourselves as we encourage ourselves in the direction we would like to grow. Beating ourselves up is not actually a good strategy for lasting change. Hope this expression connects with anyone out there that may be feeling weighed down in this world. Your not alone. Let me know if I should release this song or leave as just an instagram preview